tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39640711590047224222024-03-14T08:49:52.574+02:00Eddie's Night JournalEddiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05965785454047694089noreply@blogger.comBlogger124125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3964071159004722422.post-12225240683604536162023-10-01T13:31:00.004+03:002023-10-01T13:31:35.197+03:00The Creating Heart<p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 13px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">Draw a curtain over the mirror</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 13px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">Make things that weren’t before</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 13px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">you made them</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 13px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">Existence can be such a<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 13px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">fruitful beautiful experience</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 13px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">A child playing on the seesaw</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 13px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">by himself</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 13px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">forgetting it’s time for lunch</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 13px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">(The shame of throwing food</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 13px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">out because we’re afraid)</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 13px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 15px;"><br /></p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 13px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">Anything that isn’t out is in</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 13px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">Allow yourself to let the</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 13px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">window open a little bit</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 13px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">Every room has lungs</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 13px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">Water might be tasteless</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 13px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">but every air has smell</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 13px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">Even when we can’t make</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 13px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">love we can make music</p><p class="p2" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 13px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 15px;"><br /></p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 13px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">The only mistakes you</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 13px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">should laugh at are your own</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 13px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">We can’t all do the same thing</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 13px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">That’s why we do them differently</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 13px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">Say the same thing 3</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 13px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">different times in 3 different</p><p class="p3" style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size: 13px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>ways</p>Eddiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05965785454047694089noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3964071159004722422.post-59730180647109690102021-02-05T19:53:00.004+02:002021-02-05T19:58:10.736+02:00pelerine, abtibilde, pokemoni<p class="p1" style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">Unde fugi unde fugi</p><p class="p1" style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">Visezi ca un rinocer intr-un carusel</p><p class="p1" style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">ai coaste de titan si te intorci cu fata spre prag</p><p class="p1" style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">ce te apuca</p><p class="p1" style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">ai gulerul lat iti atinge sfoara de la gat</p><p class="p1" style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">da-ti-o jos<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></p><p class="p1" style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">lasa pe maine pacatele astazi ai suflet</p><p class="p1" style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">pistoalele umplele doar cu apa</p><p class="p1" style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">daca vrei sa ai parul scurt</p><p class="p1" style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">taie-l</p><p class="p1" style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">daca vrei sa il ai lung</p><p class="p1" style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">nu te du nicaieri</p><p class="p1" style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">toate vin acum sau mai tarziu</p><p class="p1" style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">cand iti tai unghiile sa nu uiti ca tot din tine fac parte</p><p class="p1" style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">si oriunde la arunci sau le pastrezi</p><p class="p1" style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">tot adn-ul tau il vor tine</p><p class="p1" style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">pelerine, abtibilde, pokemoni</p><p class="p1" style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">tot copil esti si cu card de credit</p><p class="p1" style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">si cu par sub brat</p><p class="p1" style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">daca nu-ti mai place cartoon network</p><p class="p1" style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">apuca-te de copaci vezi cat de sus te poti cureci</p><p class="p1" style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">cu cat mai putin te cateri cu atat mai mult ai de crescut</p><p class="p1" style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">pune-ti coatele pe masa<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></p><p class="p1" style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">esti doar putin obosit</p>Eddiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05965785454047694089noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3964071159004722422.post-17122706446761389092020-12-21T06:08:00.018+02:002021-02-05T19:52:50.033+02:00I really wanna burn some things<div class="kvgmc6g5 cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q" style="background-color: white; color: #050505; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; font-size: 15px; margin: 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">I really wanna burn some things</div></div><div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q" style="background-color: white; color: #050505; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; font-size: 15px; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">In a blazing fire, I really wanna burn some things</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">I wanna burn my faults, my fears, my what ifs</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">Burn all the losing lottery tickets I keep under my pillow</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">All these single socks, their pointless mystery and expectation</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">Burn all the receipts of unnecessary impulses</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">I wanna burn kilograms of steel</div></div><div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q" style="background-color: white; color: #050505; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; font-size: 15px; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">I wanna burn the helplessness I felt when help was available</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">I wanna burn the unconscious envy of my all friends’ success</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">Burn the T-shirt that I wore for the opportunity that could’ve changed my life</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">Burn all the cold sores and their week’s parade</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">I wanna burn the plane ticket for the flight I couldn’t make back home because of the crown germ</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">Burn the regret of ever leaving there</div></div><div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q" style="background-color: white; color: #050505; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; font-size: 15px; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">I wanna burn the leftover racism, sexism, homophobia my beautiful parents passed down unto me</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">Wanna burn all the uncomfortable conversations we’ve had that could’ve easily be solved if we listened more</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">Burn half the instincts that still linger with me from my careless teenage years</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">Burn the strict and anxious adult that I am Monday - Friday from 8 to 3</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">Wanna burn the callous enemies of my grandmother’s lungs</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">I wanna burn this year’s calendar</div></div><div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q" style="background-color: white; color: #050505; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; font-size: 15px; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">I wanna burn the pretentious scoffs at honest attempts</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">Wanna burn the resentment index I point at my passport</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">The unsatisfied looks I give my arms, legs, belly in the mirror</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">All the missed unreciprocated calls and texts</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">Burn my favourite shirt so I’m not afraid to stain it anymore</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">I wanna burn my stubborn workshop nails</div></div><div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q" style="background-color: white; color: #050505; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; font-size: 15px; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">I wanna burn the impatient sighs I breathe down on God’s neck</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">I wanna burn my daily growing cynicism</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">Burn all the endless jigsaws of injustice</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">The prejudice against the fortunate ones and their sons</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">The anger towards all those who don’t know better, feel better, communicate better, research better, trust better, understand better or have not had an opportunity to because of their surroundings, their environment, their parents, their teachers, their community, their circumstances, their library or lack thereof because of the powers that be</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">I wanna burn Moloch</div></div><div class="o9v6fnle cxmmr5t8 oygrvhab hcukyx3x c1et5uql ii04i59q" style="background-color: white; color: #050505; font-family: system-ui, -apple-system, system-ui, ".SFNSText-Regular", sans-serif; font-size: 15px; margin: 0.5em 0px 0px; overflow-wrap: break-word; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">And once the fire eats all this</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">I’ll light a candle with it</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">And keep it until my birthday</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">So I can blow my wish</div><div dir="auto" style="font-family: inherit;">Right through it</div></div>Eddiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05965785454047694089noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3964071159004722422.post-11635922593396137382020-05-21T00:25:00.004+03:002020-05-21T00:25:50.417+03:00Text #2<div class="p1" style="color: #454545; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">You are a line</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">not the painting<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">the one that binds it all together</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">there is no reason without thought</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">passion without breath or<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">taking your shoes off with the laces still tied</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">only some beautiful things just happen</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">others happen because you keep trying</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">would it be amazing or boring</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="color: #454545; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">if everyone could spin plates on their noses</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="color: #454545; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">it won’t make sense until it does</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">the sunflower, the wave, the kiss<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">the line not knowing where it was headed</span></div>
Eddiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05965785454047694089noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3964071159004722422.post-54181085368366364482020-04-20T18:04:00.001+03:002020-04-21T22:25:31.711+03:00Infinite Blue<span style="color: #454545; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">my friend called me today</span><br />
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<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">after I tried to last night</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">his voice was different</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">solemn but calm</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">like a hidden lake</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">somewhere outside a cave</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">he called me by my full first name</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">in the way that one would after not<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">seeing someone since adolescence<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and now here they are in the same</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">retirement home</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">he said something happened last night</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">while watching the bearded men sing<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">hymns and odes, prayers and chants</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">he looked above and closed his eyes</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and there inside himself he asked</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">to see the light</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">waterfalls at the end of the forrest</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">warmth after an arctic expedition<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">air when you reach the surface</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">freedom of a faultless slave</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">forgiveness when you wrong</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">he opened his eyes but</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the light wasn’t there</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">something else did happen</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">what was thought to be the twinkling of a passing-by plane<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">proved to be a star</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">this star was blinking and each time</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">it came back it did so</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">brighter and brighter</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">then so did another</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and another</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">until seven of these stars</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">were all growing<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">illuminating beacons</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">through the darkness of the sky</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and when he looked back<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">at the singing bearded men</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">that’s when he discovered it</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">“I saw an Infinite Blue</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">a Blue so perfect</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">Endless Blue</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">unlike any blue my eyes had ever seen<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">or imagined before</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">bottomless ocean halo</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">immense clear softness</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vast perpetual</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and I knew then that it didn’t exist in this world</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">but came from somewhere else</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">then I felt<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the Joy</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">lay itself on top of me like a new bedsheet</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the release of senses</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">a Joy more than any thick happiness<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">had embellished me before<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">stretched stillness, a nameless peace<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">that never will I forget”</span></div>
<div class="p2" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; min-height: 14px;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">as I paused he said</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">“I don’t expect you to understand<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">I don’t have the words to make you</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the ones I need aren’t here</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">but they’re out there<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">with that Blue”</span></div>
<div class="p2" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; min-height: 14px;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">he called his friend</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">who was also watching<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the men with beards singing<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">to ask if he’d seen the Blue</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">but the friend hadn’t seen it</span></div>
<div class="p2" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; min-height: 14px;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">he told me this</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">then spoke of my heart</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and of poor and lonely children<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">with a truth in his cadence</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">that some old trees know of</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">that I felt my own was lacking</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">or abashed so I spoke little back</span></div>
<div class="p2" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; min-height: 14px;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">he thanked me for what I’d done for him</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">for the food we ate</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the bed we shared<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">under the roof I had</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and then he said</span></div>
<div class="p2" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; min-height: 14px;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">“maybe one day you’ll find them</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">when everything will be ready</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and tell me about them</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">like I did you about</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">Infinite Blue”</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">after we hung up</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">I thought about what happened</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">trying to make sense of it</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and thought about my friend</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">how he was before today</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">what was in his voice</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and when we’ll speak again</span></div>
<div class="p2" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; min-height: 14px;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">now it’s night</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">there’s no bearded men singing anymore</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">no recitals or petitions</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">my eyes are wide open</span></div>
<div class="p2" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; min-height: 14px;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">I’m checking social media</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">some other friend saw a line of thirty bright dots moving above</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">a string of satellites</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">Elon Musk has graced</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">but nothing blue</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">another has got his mantra</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">that never will he tell a soul</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">with it transcending somewhere<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">inside alone under the ceiling and there</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">he is happy<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">with pure colours, candles and visions</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and me, I am here</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">standing in the garden</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">wearing shoes with no laces</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">looking at the dark sky</span></div>
<div class="p3" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">wondering how can I see something</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="p2" style="font-stretch: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; line-height: normal; min-height: 14px;">
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">x</span></div>
Eddiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05965785454047694089noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3964071159004722422.post-90056902175309944842020-04-19T17:29:00.002+03:002020-04-19T19:58:18.007+03:00April 13th or twelve days afterYou are an object of love<br />
Roll your eyes back<br />
Conversations with a drunken father<br />
Like the difference between sparkly and soda<br />
water<br />
Paint your nails your least favourite colour to<br />
get used to death<br />
If we could make love with our phones<br />
How many secrets would it whisper<br />
Waking up one morning being<br />
Effortlessly happy<br />
A boiled egg is as exciting<br />
As the wet dreams of a twelve year old<br />
The blessing of forgetting all your fears<br />
Accepting a mother's Godly love<br />
So unfiltered it would suffocate a bee<br />
Have your coffee however you desire<br />
It's alright to change the rules as you move along<br />
Read the die that fell on the floor<br />
There's no reason not toEddiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05965785454047694089noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3964071159004722422.post-44800436316620154662020-04-12T02:20:00.000+03:002020-04-12T02:20:46.127+03:00to Alexander the sous chef<i>this is an old one</i><br />
<br />
Lucas arts didn't invent the lightsabre okay?<br />
We invented the lightsabre don't talk about<br />
Lucas arts as if they're some kind of alien<br />
broadband network they're us<br />
Or we're them<br />
Don' matter<br />
You get my point anyway I'm off to lunch<br />
I have a date with a chopstick dealer see<br />
you later<br />
<br />
<br />
, Aligator<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />Eddiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05965785454047694089noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3964071159004722422.post-36153967838317292722019-05-11T01:23:00.003+03:002019-05-11T01:36:06.699+03:00PUTEREA.<div style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
Te joci cu puterea.</div>
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Îmi dai curaj să-mi fac curaj</div>
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Îmi faci rană, îmi dai bandaj</div>
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Îti dau nectar, te faci miraj</div>
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Dar când albina vine-n viraj</div>
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Tu nu-i vei gusta mierea.</div>
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As la teorie.</div>
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Făina fină-i un atu</div>
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Din ea prepar aluatul</div>
<div style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
Post modern la bloc, iar tu</div>
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Folosești Biblia drept farfurie</div>
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Ce poți să-mi dai tu mie?</div>
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<div style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
Așterni pene pe arici.</div>
<div style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
Vulpea cade din copac</div>
<div style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
În gură prins un liliac</div>
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Din bumbac faci vârf de ac</div>
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Așterni pene pe arici</div>
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Ce încerci sa faci aici?</div>
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<div style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
Noapte bună sarbăd.</div>
<div style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
Sirenă de ambulanță</div>
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Tipă-n forță în ceață</div>
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În ocean când ții o torță</div>
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De apă nu mă lepăd</div>
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Dar cine esti cand nu te văd?</div>
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Cu degetul pe gură.</div>
<div style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
Mașină de țesut lut</div>
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Cum m-ai vrut, m-ai avut</div>
<div style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
Pereți de ceară ai trecut</div>
<div style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
Prin schelet făcut scut</div>
<div style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
Rară arhitectură.</div>
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<br /></div>
<div style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
Focul cere oxigen.</div>
<div style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
Nu uita de fenomen</div>
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Cum se cade din Eden.</div>
<div style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
Joaca pe divin teren</div>
<div style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
E cumsecade in Eden</div>
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<div style="color: #454545; font-family: "Helvetica Neue"; font-size: 12px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
Cand focul cere oxigen.</div>
Eddiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05965785454047694089noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3964071159004722422.post-40650432022897039492018-10-17T00:47:00.002+03:002018-10-17T00:47:36.167+03:00Shit that keeps me up at night
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Mango please</div>
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Tango cheese</div>
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<br /></div>
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Mango cheese<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></div>
<div class="p1">
Tango please</div>
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<br /></div>
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Cheese tango</div>
<div class="p1">
Please mango</div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="p1">
Mango tango</div>
<div class="p1">
Please please</div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="p1">
Tango please</div>
<div class="p1">
Mango go-go</div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="p1">
Cheeseman go</div>
<div class="p1">
Go tango</div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="p1">
Pleaman go</div>
<div class="p1">
Go mango</div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="p1">
Tangoman go</div>
<div class="p1">
Mangoman go</div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="p1">
Tanman ease</div>
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Tanman ease</div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="p1">
Go cheeseman</div>
<div class="p1">
Go pleaman</div>
<div class="p1">
Go mangoman</div>
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Tangoman go</div>
<br />Eddiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05965785454047694089noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3964071159004722422.post-48898734367599785862015-11-07T21:38:00.002+02:002015-11-07T21:38:18.839+02:00kalinka é palinka Uneori<br />
am impresia ca toate sunt luate.<br />
am întârziat la bal. am ajuns sa dansez<br />
kalinka în coltul camerei.<br />
Mai știu sa dansez vals? nu mai știu<br />
Mai știu sa valseaz? nu știu
<br />
Ma dor picioarele, oasele si coastele<br />
de la atâta kalinka<br />
Kalinka é palinka<br />
Gata cu kalinka<br />
Ia-mi kalinka de la gura<br />
<br />
katyushă invită-mă la dans<br />
Invită-mă la dans katyushă<br />
adu-mi aminte sa valsez katyushă<br />
n-am mai valsat de doi ani katyushă<br />
valsam bine katyushă valsez bine katyushă<br />
tu dansezi bine? Știu ca dansezi bine katyushă<br />
Dar tu încă dansezi katyushă tu încă dansezi<br />
și mi-e rușine să-ți invit valsul, să-mi<br />
primești valsul<br />
îți invidiez valsul katyushă<br />
sa valsezi în frumos katyushă<br />
<br />
eu te voi privii cum valsezi în mijlocul<br />
camerei sub cel mai înstelat candelabru<br />
eu va voi privi pe voi cum va-nvartiti<br />
eu îmi voi bea kalinka până-mi amortesc<br />
picioarele<br />
eu îmi voi juca palinka până-mi amețesc<br />
pupilele<br />
eu voi bate cu picioarele pământul<br />
eu voi sapa o groapă cu kalinka în care ma<br />
voi scurge ușurel<br />
<br />
<br />
Te pup katyushă te pupEddiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05965785454047694089noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3964071159004722422.post-61127621504855854222015-10-25T22:08:00.001+02:002015-12-23T22:07:59.682+02:00O sa-ti spun Margareta <div dir="ltr">
Nici eu nu stiu. <br />
Am unele zile când amprentele ma întreabă </div>
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unde e pielea ta. <br />
Eu ma sperii și le închid telefonul în nas. </div>
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Ce sa le zic? Ca am plecat și te-am lăsat </div>
<div dir="ltr">
izvor? <br />
Am plecat dar nu mi-am dat seama ca plec </div>
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atât de tare. <br />
Dar sa ma aștepți, sa ma aștepți, sa ma </div>
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aștepți desculță, cu coroana de păpădii. </div>
<div dir="ltr">
Și rochie din urzici. <br />
Țin minte când m-ai învățat culoarea roșu. </div>
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Și azi ma uit la standurile de rodii de dragul </div>
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tău. <br />
Oamenii ma cred nebun. Tu ma știi mai bine.<br />
Amândoi suntem precum fețele noastre. </div>
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Uneori cuvintele tale sunt ca apa. <br />
Apă infantilă de copilă. <br />
Alteori de foc sălbatic. <br />
Precum caii dobrogeni. </div>
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*</div>
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<br /></div>
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Vom sta un sejur la mare. <br />
Ne vom îneca chipurile în nisip și ne vom </div>
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deschide ochii. <br />
Am citit undeva ca ne-am mai întâlnit acum </div>
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7 vieți, în Egipt. M-ai botezat în Nil. <br />
Vreau sa vad cum ți se contracta obrajii. </div>
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Si buzele ți se suflica. <br />
Iar carnea frageda ca o piscină. <br />
Tu vei fi frumoasa pana la 95 de ani. <br />
Eu nu voi mai fi atunci. Dar să-mi scrii sâmbăta. <br />
Să-mi scrii sâmbăta.<br />
Iar eu îți voi răspunde. <br />
Îți voi răspunde duminica.</div>
Eddiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05965785454047694089noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3964071159004722422.post-15184186865327372015-10-10T18:08:00.000+03:002015-10-19T21:28:33.994+03:00typically 3:47oh yeah I love abstract my abs tract<br />
everyday yeah I tract them myself so<br />
<br />
Oh wait don't go I'm as smart as I don't<br />
seem but I'm not only on Thursdays pinky<br />
promise<br />
No I'm not a werewolf can't you see me in<br />
the mirror and that I eat garlic for<br />
breakfast?<br />
Yeah that's me I'm just normally special<br />
normal especially in April when my eyes turn<br />
lobster green and my lips liver pink<br />
Yeah I love Allen binsberg - ginsberg right<br />
that's what I meant I've seen all her films<br />
<br />
Oh really¿<br />
<br />
I didn't know he has a sex change. I only<br />
know he had breast transplant<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
*<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
Anyway you wanna make- out?
Eddiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05965785454047694089noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3964071159004722422.post-63014490949496102192015-10-09T22:15:00.003+03:002015-10-09T22:40:52.496+03:00moșul de la intersecției-am spus moșului de la chilie ca o sa-l sun<br />
<br />
ca o să-i spun de cum e dincolo de râu<br />
<br />
ca o să-i spun de limbi albastre & cai verzi & de fermieri cu umbrele curcubee & de ciobani cu palarii de magicieni & cu serviete din piele de unicorn 100% naturala care merg la zgârie-stâne înalte cât babylonul & de toate limbiile de foc care au plouat, dar totuși lumea a continuat sa ia cârtița până la următoarea haltă chiar dacă toți vorbesc aceeași limbă diferită & de vulpile de la 2:13 care cerșesc tura de noapte și dorm în tura de zi & de lichidele din birturile unde primesc & cash & card & de<br />
toate<br />
felurile<br />
de<br />
ceai cu mirosde duș cald iarna & gust de ventilator vara & de cărute cu energie solară cu 2 sau 7 sau 13 poale înguste la brâu & de șâșca nasului & de băieții cu dinții lați și ochii cariați de sub plapumele pleoapele fetele cu râsul ca râul & de minele de aur mov din vârful munților transparenți & de opincii brodați cu hieroglife & de cei ce mâncă cerul & de piețele palate & de cozile dragonilor de ies din ele & de hramul bărbaților veseli & de cei trei ochi a lui Edison din pereți & de porțile posedate postdecembriste & de yoga & de postul negru de radio african & de cruciadele feministe & de ce aia & de ce e ăla cu mustața suflecată la gular & de unde fecundează regina furnicile & de covoarele zburătoare & de sfântu richard & de reciclare & de nașu mijlociu fară buric sau colivă & de Moloch & de cruciile din rafie & de secta ierbivoră & de oameni pe post de perdele & de ecologie ortodoxă neo-protestant multicorporatist oragnico-feliată la pachet & de rășina de calitate importata din spațiul intergalatic & co & de teracota cu perciunii tunși scurt & de poștașul fară fir & de telefonul cu gușa-n nori& de călugăr fashion daily & de nepoții de pe Neptun & de radical din ou & de ciobul de plumb ce zgârie cerul & de una & de alta & s.a.m.d.<br />
<br />
-dar poate am greșit moșul<br />
sau a murit prefixul sau pur & simplu nu vreau<br />
să-i povestesc de ce s-a întâmplat. mai bine<br />
îi e la Putna la intersecție sa dea bere<br />
trubadurilor<br />
.<br />
<br />
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*<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />Eddiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05965785454047694089noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3964071159004722422.post-43985682211221576382015-10-08T02:09:00.004+03:002015-10-08T02:09:58.339+03:00a reasonable trade I hate it when you have to go and can't just be mine<br />
Why do you have to go to college or talk<br />
with other people for? Just only be mine<br />
Stop it! Stop it ! Stop! Just stop eating and<br />
be mine don't eat anymore why,? why eat?;<br />
Just talk to me. Give me that - what's this'<br />
why do you need a phone for? 'You don't.!<br />
you don't. need. A. Phone. Ok? ',;<br />
Hey come back hey are those clothes on<br />
you? I said are those clothes on you.* yeah<br />
I'm talking to you/ are those clothes on<br />
you?/ take them off<br />
<br />
yes now / I don't care if you're expecting<br />
guests (why do you need guests for] take<br />
them off ~just be mine/ you don't need<br />
clothes you want me you don't need me but<br />
you want me you don't need clothes OK? ,`<br />
it's fine it's fine I'm not angry I'm not/ just<br />
don't - don't - don't do that again please;<br />
don't do anything don't do anything apart<br />
from me' OK? capishi? I'm not trying to be<br />
threatening here I just don't like it when you<br />
do something else is all<br />
#dontdoanythingelseapartfrommeokay<br />
okay ##hashtag# okay hey<br />
<br />
hey<br />
<br />
what's that in your hand?/ is that a cigarette<br />
in your hand?/ you want to smoke a<br />
cigarette with you hand and your mouth<br />
right now? no, no nono no-no nana no you<br />
don't breathe you're just mine ok? / I love<br />
you I love you a lot I love - heyhey hey<br />
<br />
hey<br />
<br />
I'm kidding<br />
of course you can smoke a cigaretteEddiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05965785454047694089noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3964071159004722422.post-4501931008089104792015-10-04T18:33:00.001+03:002015-10-04T18:38:16.456+03:00faith by forfeit <p dir="ltr">"nah I don't believe in humans" says God frowning and doing a slight gesture with his hand <br>
"whaddya mean you don't believe in humans ?" asked mike <br>
"just that, I don't believe in 'em" says He <br>
"you can't not not believe in 'em Pa" gabe said from across the pool table <br>
"whaddya mean I can't believe in em? I can believe in anything I don't want to believe" He says picking up the cue <br>
"well you made 'em Pa you made - you made humans" now mike was really confused <br>
"I didn't make no human I" <br>
"Is he trying to pull a joke here or what?" whispered mike telepathically to gabe<br>
"What're you kids doing? I said I don't believe in 'em why you whispering telepathically around for?" said God with his arms opening and closing <br>
"no pa but they're real - look they're right there" pointed gabe through a gap in the cloud <br>
"...are you out of your gaddam mind gabe? I know I can see them" now He was getting quite annoyed <br>
"so then? What's the problem?" <br>
"There's no problem i just <br>
don't believe in them" <br>
gabe threw a quick glance towards mike <br>
"I don't get it" <br>
"Me neither, I just don't pa" <br>
"Oh you will one day" laughed God with his chin is his neck </p>
<p dir="ltr">"now watch me put that blue ball into that black hole"</p>
Eddiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05965785454047694089noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3964071159004722422.post-72553912408214413692015-08-14T20:03:00.000+03:002015-08-14T20:03:01.532+03:00bladdermost days I piss sitting on the toilet<br />
that's when I feel depressed<br />
i can't release without taking a moment's rest<br />
<br />
but on some few days I'll stand up<br />
brave and straightEddiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05965785454047694089noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3964071159004722422.post-15076273690994814902015-07-31T14:54:00.001+03:002015-07-31T14:54:26.545+03:008pusIn the Pacific Ocean octopuses make <br />
the <br />
best <br />
drum solos there ever were<br />
they wear pearl necklaces that Niel Pert never bought <br />
and yell bubbles louder than whales<br />
sometimes they beat all night long dadaaadddam daadadddam dadaduududam<br />
and make loud echos that form tsunamis<br />
that's how Fukushima happened<br />
damn the octopuses<br />
it's all their fault<br />
dump enough oil in the oceans and we will kill the octopuses<br />
yeah kill the octopuses yeah<br />
or give them a water mask to come on shore <br />
and play jazz<br />
<br />
long live jazz<br />
<br />
long live octopuses<br />
<br />
no one knows that this is true<br />
because no one has been deep enough in the Pacific<br />
but I know<br />
I am an octopus<br />
and I make loud echosEddiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05965785454047694089noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3964071159004722422.post-40264009223605847082014-11-19T02:29:00.001+02:002014-11-19T20:49:35.988+02:00Ode to the wolvesOnce upon, between the river veins of the mountains,<br />
among the pine hairs on its head,<br />
under a lucent dark-eyed white moon,<br />
we were the wolves.<br />
<br />
With frantic fur and eyes that formed clouds that thundered,<br />
howling hectic love and freedom like<br />
rebeled angels on the outskirts of Heaven,<br />
there us, o' my friends sweet, the wolves.<br />
<br />
Cobalt was the blood surging the twisting lips,<br />
the roaring hips, electric as Tsunami<br />
clashing the bulwark of Zeus's temple,<br />
of the wolves at moon's conquest.<br />
<br />
Charring in the glass of sharp eyes,<br />
the crimson bouquet of rose flames, a scarlet sun on earth<br />
battling with light in darkness its Selene sister,<br />
in the summer of the wolves.<br />
<br />
Surrounding the pray with fierce dance<br />
by mad movements and hymns of passion at the<br />
melody of emerald forests endless,<br />
wolves, wolves, crazy wolves.<br />
<br />
With fangs wild, yes! wild, ripping<br />
into the flesh of the wind and tearing the pyre,<br />
swallowing fire down athirst throats,<br />
sarving of care, lavished by life, us, the wolves.<br />
<br />
Lost from world's taming, away from time's telescope,<br />
Hidden in woodland's breeding womb,<br />
There we were, I reminisce and praise<br />
The holy grounds of the hallowed wolves.<br />
<br />
Holy the soil under the burning paws<br />
galloping circles 'round the fire,<br />
holy the wood blazzing purple the sea of flames<br />
in the whirpool of the wolves.<br />
<br />
<br />
O! How young and hale the blood torched in us<br />
my friends of warewolf heritige.<br />
<br />
How streached for breeze our nostrils were<br />
How wide our pupils welcomed life,<br />
How strong the souls sailed to the skies.<br />
<br />
O! Sweet friends o' mine,<br />
the children of Moon and linage of Luna,<br />
my friends, my brothers, my sisters,<br />
my pack,<br />
<br />
I remember<br />
<br />
Once upon, between the river veins of the mountains,<br />
among the pine hairs on its head,<br />
under a lucent dark-eyed white moon,<br />
we were the wolves.<br />
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Eddiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05965785454047694089noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3964071159004722422.post-37190973737779588782014-10-24T04:02:00.000+03:002014-10-24T10:03:12.970+03:00humblegod comes and he spills my dame blond shoes on the floor..-<br />
<div>
<br />
<div>
mom told me not to write poems about god so I don't anymore</div>
<div>
just as god doesn't write poems about me on his front-garden door</div>
<div>
"look at the lilies!" mama said to baby-me "look at the lilies</div>
<div>
that god grows in his front-garden; look how they all bow on their lily-knees!"</div>
</div>
<div>
"but mama" said baby-me "why do all the lily-mouths say always please?"</div>
<div>
"because" mama said "a bended knee, means a humble plea"</div>
<div>
"humble", to baby-me, sounded like a hubba-bubba bubblegum bumblebee</div>
<div>
so baby-me said, "if I'm ever gonna have a hubba-bubba bubblegum bumblebee</div>
<div>
I'm gonna name it humble!" so mama said to me - the baby "but honey,</div>
<div>
never forget that that which squeezes honey, also stings its thorns so deeply"<br />
but baby-me didn't hear this for a nosey fly flew through my nose<br />
into my loose-laced baby-blue shoes and lounged on the floor playing poker<br />
while it blew smoke-rings through jacks of spades and queens of hearts<br />
"i don't like flies" frowened I, the baby, to mama "their wings smell of pee."<br />
"so you would feel that you're-in danger and that they spread history of feecees and urine"<br />
the voice of moma flowed free as the sea in my ear<br />
"why can't fleas be like bumblebees?" baby-me, posed the inquiry to momma.<br />
momma slowly turned towards me and droped down on both knees,<br />
("momma is a lilly!" is what the baby which was me thought upon the sight)<br />
layed her petals on my shoulders and her pistil in my pupils<br />
and the ovule of her mouth spoke as thus:<br />
"for god made both flowers and feecees, both bumblebees and fleas,<br />
flowers and feeces sharing the same earth - flowers feeding ferrets,<br />
ferrets freeing feecees, feecees fertilizing fields, fields forming flowers -<br />
bumblebees and fleas sharing the same flight - flight for fleas, flight for bumblebees-<br />
but although all these, never will we find a flea float for a flower<br />
nor a bumblebee flee foreby feecees"<br />
<br />
now momma-lilly lays in the front-garden with all the other knees of lillies;<br />
and I - no more a baby - I lounge on the floor at the front-garden door<br />
playing poker while blowing smoke-rings through jacks of spades and blonde queens of dame hearts<br />
while writing poems about god<br />
and waiting for the hubba-bubba bubblegum bumblebee named<br />
humble</div>
Eddiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05965785454047694089noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3964071159004722422.post-60306862468950931522014-10-22T04:10:00.000+03:002014-10-22T04:10:16.369+03:00nudenight<div>
<div>
<div>
sleeping naked</div>
<div>
tonight i dream</div>
<div>
to discover</div>
</div>
</div>
<div>
what color my skin is</div>
Eddiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05965785454047694089noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3964071159004722422.post-26333001541287217892014-10-05T16:40:00.002+03:002014-10-05T16:40:35.465+03:00The story of the happpiest and saddest man on earthAfter 6 months he meets with his girlfriend in an old familiar town. They set an hour and a meeting place. All day, he is psyched to meet her at, let's say noon, 12 o'clock. He buys chocolates, flowers, whatever, and at 12 he arrives there and sees her on the other side of the road. She spots him too. They run to each other. They hug in the middle of the road. A car enters the story and crashes them both.<br />
<br />
Next day, at the hospital.<br />
<br />
She died. He didn't.<br />
<br />
He did lose his memory though. Of everything that happened only that day.<br />
<br />
*<br />
<br />
Several years later, the man still gets up in the morning, taking the same costume, buying chocolates,<br />
the same flowers, with the same eagerness and happiness harvested in 6 months that now has grown wild, crazy, mad crops, and goes to the same location, at the same time, waiting for the same girl.<br />
<br />
The same girl that died in his embrace, crashed by a car several years ago.<br />
<br />
Each and every day, the happiness slowly scrubs itself off of his heart with every passing minute, the same confusion instals everytime at the same passing 39 minutes, the same people looking at him, knowing everything he's going to do without him knowing, the same bench he sits on when dispair settles in his soul-sofa, the same places he goes asking about her, the same hand on his shoulder of a man that has to tell him something, the same hospital room he's placed in, the same look in his eyes as he hears the same story of his love, the same pictures of the car crash site, the same death in her eyelid dancing, the same tear in his eye trembling, the same denial and the same "why?" unawnsered, the same sadness of a world in awe, the same collapse against the same cold wall, the same dream that she's not there at all.<br />
<br />
*<br />
<br />
Several hours later, the man gets up in the same another morning.<br />
<br />Eddiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05965785454047694089noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3964071159004722422.post-73855359001303055552014-08-10T01:26:00.001+03:002014-08-10T01:26:38.990+03:00poemanI believe I should have been<br />
a woman<br />
but there weren't any more<br />
female bodies avalible at the time<br />
so they made me<br />
a lesbian woman and put me<br />
in a man's body<br />
<br />
that was about as good as<br />
my soul lawyer<br />
could get<br />
<br />
every man that writes poems<br />
has lesbian woman souls<br />
<br />
except Ginsberg<br />
he wasn't lesbianEddiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05965785454047694089noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3964071159004722422.post-21833866784218026452014-08-10T00:27:00.003+03:002014-08-10T00:41:57.427+03:00worderythe anatomy of a word cannot be<br />
<div>
contained in any books, encyclopedias,</div>
<div>
webpages or internets,</div>
<div>
the flesh of a word is composed of</div>
<div>
infinitisimal quantic fibres that connect </div>
<div>
themselves through uncountable synapes and</div>
<div>
nerves, each one, hypersensitive,</div>
<div>
hyperresponsive,</div>
<div>
conected to millions, trillions, fuckadillions</div>
<div>
of networds linked</div>
<div>
together and result</div>
<div>
in what we know </div>
<div>
as a meaning</div>
<div>
which every single human being</div>
<div>
on the planet and in outerspace</div>
<div>
- all six of them - </div>
<div>
(http://www.howmanypeopleareinspacerightnow.com/)</div>
<div>
have an individual unique method</div>
<div>
of penetrating its tight vagina sense gateway</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
we often do this</div>
<div>
we often hurt</div>
<div>
we, the sword-weilders,</div>
<div>
the sense-seekers,</div>
<div>
we sense words</div>
<div>
use s-words</div>
<div>
make s-incisions,</div>
<div>
we, the doctors</div>
<div>
we, the surgeons,</div>
<div>
the urging surgeons,</div>
<div>
we cut into each other</div>
<div>
in an attempt to seal</div>
<div>
wounds</div>
<div>
through word surgery,</div>
<div>
only to fail in understanding</div>
<div>
organisms and produce</div>
<div>
hemoragies and ruptures</div>
<div>
and evetually</div>
<div>
follow</div>
<div>
silence therapy</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
silence therapy - which kills</div>
<div>
silence therapy - which heals</div>
<div>
silence therapy - chemotherapy</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
we further study and research</div>
<div>
these procedures</div>
<div>
untill we will succeed</div>
<div>
in killing the listeners</div>
<div>
and reviving the dead</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
we, the surgeons,</div>
<div>
we, the urging surgeons</div>
<div>
we, the "human"</div>
<div>
words</div>
Eddiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05965785454047694089noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3964071159004722422.post-66379081319077629132014-05-12T09:20:00.001+03:002014-05-12T09:20:28.867+03:00luni-de-lemnvreau sa tai<br />
trei luni lemne<br />
nu<br />
trei lemne luniEddiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05965785454047694089noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3964071159004722422.post-6150761421516800412014-02-11T00:37:00.003+02:002014-04-19T22:59:00.402+03:00Stuff lift weights and they work outback again into this old pool<br />
my neck is wet on the inside<br />
skinny dipping in fat lies<br />
I've been burning through whiskey sipping<br />
it's all my fault<br />
I've been feeding them<br />
only fast-food and little thought<br />
gotten so fat and lazy inside of me<br />
they can't move one finger<br />
too big to squeeze out my neck<br />
"get out" I yelled<br />
"I'm not afraid anymore<br />
get out"<br />
their earwax wall was impenetrable<br />
slimy slobs of shame clogging peace<br />
<br />
Yoko Ono marched in silently<br />
preaching love to all my cells<br />
said<br />
"hello John"<br />
<br />
I got scared,<br />
terrified, petrified <br />
tried to hide under rocks<br />
three rocks and a fifth<br />
had to spill it all out<br />
it's no way to welcome Ono<br />
got up on my drunken sorry skinny ass<br />
looked in the mirror<br />
still looking in the mirror<br />
I have a beard on my face<br />
'cause I hope when I'll shave it I'll become someone else<br />
I wear glasses<br />
'cause I can't see things in perspective<br />
I have a humpback<br />
'cause I'm not a vertical person<br />
Yoko is staring at my ass in the mirror smiling<br />
I hate the mirror<br />
hate it cause it shows me the way I am<br />
should shave<br />
should get lenses<br />
should sit up straight<br />
should go the gym<br />
so i'll burn their calories<br />
have to start lifting weights<br />
stop reading books<br />
weights are always honest and<br />
straight forward or upwards<br />
with no words<br />
<br />
her eyes say more things than her mouth does<br />
<br />
should start lifting weights so things will work out<br />
no more word-out<br />
should start fat dipping in skinny lies<br />
'n dipping lies in skinny fat<br />
'n fat 'n skinny 'n whiskey<br />
'n lies 'n cherry cheese cake pies she<br />
bakes with her eyes<br />
<br />
tired<br />
been running all day on the treadmill<br />
got nowhere<br />
got one big calorie off my soul though<br />
the room is warm with pies<br />
just pies<br />
she heard the door-crack when<br />
I entered<br />
no wax walls<br />
she said<br />
"hello John"<br />
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